Teenage

... thiz time i dnt want 2 write poemz i just wanna talk..i'm 14 yearz old, im holding up 2 life bye a thin thread.. that between every 2 secondz i feel itz goanna break.. & im going 2 collapse.. ppl alwayz talk or remember boyz & menz, gurlz & womenz.. no1 ever remember how it was 2 be a teenager, going through all these thoughts, pain.. etc.. my poemz point iz just 2 show ppl a glimpse about wat a teenager feelz.. no mater how much i write it would only be a glimpse from reality, if it wasnt of my family or my friendz i would have been dead since long agoo.. ** Think **

Beneath death

i feel so complicated
i cant see through my eyes
i'm becoming so furstrated
2 find myself telling lies
i feel like i'm so faked
covered with blue eyes
inside i am naked
but covered outside

i cant see myself
like i was
i cant find myself
the way it was
am fighting 2 death
but there i am
going underneath
the earth & the facts x2

am becoming so numb
my legs cant touch
the earth am a dump
this is 2 much
looking for my tomb
waiting 2 lunch
2 go 2 hell
but its still 2 much

i cant go 2 hell
its like going up
ilost myself
into this dark
its beneath death
the way i am
& am calling death
2 take me back

Funnyy hehehe

wanna be a celebrity...

wanna get all those funny themes..wanna get my mind so clear..

but the most i wanna..here...

wanna be some body real...wanna stop all those drowning tears..
wanna get an automatic gear...

but most i wanna do... here...

wanna get me a lover...wanna be a copper...wanna get this faster...

wanna be a master...

wanna feel those happy tears..wanna find some body real...

wanna love wanna heal...but most i wanna do in here..

wanna find me a soul so clear...wanna get rit from my fears...

wanna get my glass so clean..but most i wanna do in here...

wanna get there faster...wanna find my lover...

wanna eat some mustard... wanna be a master...

since i was born i heared a lot...

now its time for me to talk..

i wanna fly get an ipod... wanna run and wanna walk

wanna take off this plaster..wanna eat some caustard..

wanna get me a lover...wanna be a master..

poisin crawlz

i cant wait to cry.. im longing for my tears

i try 2 keep them in.. but no i cant keep

theyre over flowing, getting out of my ears

instead of my blood, theyre filling my veins

going through my heart, then down 2 my knees

i try 2 keep them in.. but no i cant keep

i feel like death is knocking on my door..

i feel like hell under me has overflowed

i feel like god doesnt feel my holes

within me poisin crawls..

i cant feel my pain, it freezed my veins

im burried within.. fire & fears..

now ur gone but death is near

feeling high,,, lost my feelz

i in heaven when ur here

i feel in hell by my tears..

i eat & eat 2 keep it down.. i swallow tears then spit them out

i fight myself round by round i see myself within the croud

with every word i hear ur sound i had u once i was proud..

i feel like death..

I'll Be Waiting

whenever u feel alone

just think of wat we've done

remmember the tone

remmember the fun

or pick up the phone

& call at once

i'll be waiting

beside the phone

i'll be waiting

beside the door

we'll never part

u'r never far

the things we done

is never gone

whenever u miss

me or think

just try the bst

i'll never rest

i always knew

u'll be back soon

i'll be waiting..

dont take much time

just be back

its time go fly

but plz be back

in the sky

u'r fading back

but in mine

ur on the track

I Love You

i dnt want 2 be popular or rich

dnt want famous neither pretiness

but all i want is one look 2 ur eyes

& a chance 2 say that i love u

i love u i dnt care wat i'll lose or gain

without u am nth am just an empty frame

when i look at u ur like the moon

so beatifull & so small

yet so much harder 2 get

then i rise my face up & i say i love u

i say it 2 u i love u

i love u i dnt care wat i'll lose or gain

without u am nth am just an empty frame

am down on my knees i beg & bleed

only one look plz ur heinece

a little pitty for this broken kid

thats laying underneath ur legs

asking & praying begging & saying

i love baby i love u